I just read another blog where someone was saying how they have let the cravings for alcohol go but they now need to address the bit about why they drank and find ways to be a better person and more present in their own lives. I need to do that.
I’m putting a lot of pressure on day 180 and beyond to be my sort of sober apocalypse. The era when I start to take steps towards working on that bit. Maybe the time where I dare to say out loud to family and friends what I am about and not keep thinking I will fail.
But I like the idea of having two weeks off before I need to think about that. My addiction to procrastination is still nowhere near over but at some point I would like to work on that.
Twilight Drinker 